I’m a lone turtle in this world of parrots.
Let’s just say, things in my household took one step forward and two steps back.
Other than that, I’m learning. I’m learning new things everyday. I’m learning how to deal with people, what to expect out of them, what their reactions might be, and what makes a person..who they are.
People are the center of my world. I have always loved people. I believe everyone has become the person they are today from experiences or lack there of.
I’m Vanessa. I’m 17 but I have the personality of a 22 year old. Any 17 year old would typically be more preoccupied with having fun. At 17, I’m more preoccupied with getting my life together and getting my family out of this mess.
I don’t care to make more friends or flirt with tons of guys. I have my friends. I have my boyfriend.
I just need to focus on me at this point. I can’t let other people hold me back from what I absolutely need to do. U absolutely need to get my schooling on track, get a job, and get a car.
But the world and my mom’s family hates me soooo…we’ll see about that.
With time.
It probably will take years. I’m with a perfect guy and i still go straight to another man’s Facebook whenever i log in…
I had the scariest nightmare I’ve ever had.
It’s just a small thing.
Everything is perfect but there’s been one thing on my mind that kinda worries me…
Ya know the type of people that are such goof balls that it’s hard to take them serious? Yeaaaaa…
If I’m ever quiet, I feel like we’re on two different levels. I’m disappointed, and he’s trying to make me laugh to forget about the problem instead of actually fixing the problem. I don’t like this at all. I’m at a vulnerable state and he’s not allowing himself to be vulnerable.
Hence why I like my men to usually be the musical type. They allow themselves to be vulnerable and are usually better at expressing themselves.
Hopefully it’s a small thing and can be fixed with better communication. Because I am happy.
(but our texts conversations suck too!) lol
I feel stupid for crying about this.
Relationships can’t be perfect forever. So It’s understandable that there should be some tiffs and disagreements. We haven’t had any tiffs…but the first day I don’t see him since we’ve met is the day of our 1 month anniversary.
That’s really nothing that is celebrated but he offered to go to dinner…and I was too late to go with him to dinner. So I feel bad but I don’t think I should feel bad. I realized today, that he says really sweet things and says he cares about me…but in public and online, the only thing that indicates we’re together is Facebook.
I should’ve stuck with band guys or a more expressive type at least. I can’t read your mind, and I don’t expect you to read mine. But, I thought you might’ve known me well enough to know I hate being alone. When I push you away, I want you to come after me. Show up at my door with a flower and a suit on. Or stand by my window with a boom box blaring our song. It really doesn’t take a lot of effort. I just wanna know that you’ll make that effort, for me.
Every Night.
The sound of a loud car makes my heart beat faster. The smell of pizza is comforting. And while the sound of his voice is soothing, his smile makes everyone in the world vanish, for just a moment.
He’s loving, hilarious, adorable, understanding, honest, intelligent, a helping hand, reliable, protective, gentle, & I trust him with all of my heart.
Perfection, in it’s human form.
I’m at that point.
The point where it feels like the world stops when I’m with him… And the thought of losing him scares me. I don’t know how i’d get by & I don’t even want to think about living without him.
I’m happy, scared, vulnerable & excited! Everything that comes with falling in love. I thank God that he brought us together(: & I pray every night that it just keeps on getting better.
I miss my loverbug.
“Don’t let me go” …”Never.”
I’ve been the happiest I’ve been in a long time, in these past two weeks.
I have a partner in crime, a play mate, a lover, a comedian, a psychic, and a hero.
I knew on the first date that this would go far…some might call it love at first sight.
I don’t know what I’d do without him now
Why you choose to be unhappy I’ll never know but I’ll never make that mistake.
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